When does it end
I wake up and feel nothing more than regret and humiliation for still being alive this life is so cruel and unforgiving to the point people have to literally beg others to stay alive Im just done Im done wondering when it how I can change or how I can get better or how everything will just magically work out it won’t it will never at the end of the day it dosent matter who says they care cause when your at your lowest your alone ethier way
@nobodysfavourite there are mindsets that once entered become a self-fulfilling prophecy. The scary part is that it’s usually not a person’s choice. People often end there after being hurt or hurt to long. The way out of it seems steep. When you are at the bottom you might think there is no way out cause you can’t even see that high.
Another scary for me thing is that what you say about being there alone is to a big extent true. It might be so hard to get yourself into places where you could meet someone trustworthy enough. It might be even harder to find the capacity to notice and trust them enough to let them help you. And it every disappointment can make it harder. The battle of choosing what you will allow yourself to reach for is a lonely one.
Still, the other side exists.
Not perfect, but better.
@nobodysfavourite how are you? What are your thoughts at this time?
Hi cherry first i wanna thank you for your very thoughtful reply as u coukd probs guess I was doing pretty bad when I wrote this but to be honest Im not much better now my main thoughts right now to be honest are how ive let everyone down
