You

 You

Your bright hair so soft by touch, yet so strong by the look, 

The colored eyes that have me mesmerized and so lost, 

How you speak to me so openly and calm, has me on my edge shook,

 You and I are forbidden and it’s wrong but it’s worth the cost, 

We are no longer in contact, and oh how I miss you when days pass by, 

Whenever your name is being called, I can’t help but want to cry,

 That smile, that smile you gave me you know the one with such joy and hope,

You cover your mouth out of embarrassment that I wouldn't see you the same way,

 But I see the complete opposite your smile oh how remarkable and innocent enough to make me want to elope, 

give me a hand and promise to take care of me with such reinsurance you give I allow, you may,

 sit with me in the grass as we did as kids while we stood looking towards the fence which you promised you'd visit me in,

 drop me off food to show you care not letting me starve as you get closer telling me this basically touching my skin,

 the moment goes silent I know what you thinking, leave him and have me instead with the promises you are guaranteed to keep unlike him, 

pull me closer and he says it's okay swallow the past and stop drinking, put that cup of worries down because you know what I’m on, try to help me out, let us go to the gym, 

release your tears because no one like yourself should experience the deep loneliness which remains,

 you dropped a tear talking to me with such a quiet sound yet a loud thud in my heart your stuck and captured in your own chains,

 so you, yet so loud, take me to dance with your red vest and black suit normal black jeans with spiked hair,

 no one to go with take me instead ill be with you and won’t lose you in the crowd, 

you put the idea in my head-hopping I’d go, you want to see me in a dress you share, 

tease me all you’d like about my height when you glance at me with those aqua green eyes you don’t seem to hate it, 

stare me down when the thought I’m yours you hear what you're saying you, hypocrite, 

chocolate cupcake the day of the shoot you just happened to have it and dislike its taste, take you to say as you gently put it in my hand woah is this what being loved feels like, 

you check to see if I liked it watch me eat it all with a pleased smirk as you pretended it would have gone to waste, 

walk with me side to side as if you hated it but we're just alike,

 told you the name of the child I wish to create, 

getting so deep with our hopes and dreams wait, what do you want more than anything in the world,

 a family you replied after everything traumatic that occurred you'd wish to create something great,

 as you told me with the stare you stood quiet and curled,

 big muscles are just an act to cover up the scars you obtained at such a young age, 

oh, that deep scratchy voice which I can't resist but want to run to you, 

after school let's hang wait for me at the bus stop, 

not enough time but let's get ice cream, little conversations about life we speak about how it’s all so painful, 

you open the door for me and purchase the ice cream of my choice oh what a dream,

 to different flavors your curious arent you I give you a taste you like the flavor a woman compliments our behavior and says were a cute couple oh how everything seems so less stressful, denied is something you didn't do and i wonder why,

 It's okay I'm not mad the idea wasn’t so bad which is why I stood quiet, are any of us the bad guy, Truth is You saw me happy and knew you had to leave, I promise I’m not mad at you for leaving you did what you had to do. I’ll be hear waiting for the next time you return, see you in the next life where our fantasy will be sure to come true.  

By - you’re truly