better life now but still sad
Hi guys,
So now I've moved to a country I've wanted to be in for a long time, and I'm starting a journey that will hopefully lead to me having a career I want and meeting new people. I've worked hard for this.
But to be honest, the time on the plane was incredibly hard for me, and I had a whole mental break once I got here. I feel that I'm not grateful enough and I will still be so depressed even though this is supposed to be my ideal situation. I have been very depressed in this country before, so I know it's possible. I feel that I just can't enjoy things and be happy. I think I need to switch meds so that's part of it.
(tw): to be honest, I've also thought about suicide quite a bit. I have 2 method ideas, although I haven't come close to doing either of them. But I scare myself a lot.
@CherryBlossoms246
I'm sorry you got that low 🥺
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You are going through alot of change!
You need to take it one day at a time.
You will meet people and do a good job.
You need to process your emotions.
Being happy is what matters the most.
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@Amanda84 This is really sweet, thank you <3
That sounds like a lot to go through! Moving can be stressful even if it's positive. It's good you are venting about it here and communicating your feelings to other people. I agree with Amanda that just take it one day at a time.