christmas
christmas has always been so complicated for me. im feeling especially depressed right now, putting in so much effort for people who probably wont even bother for me. I want to cry. I want to lay down and cease to exist. my heart is heavy. im tired. I have no one to talk to.
@selfinflictedhealing
Hello, I am sorry to hear that you are struggling. Holiday times of the year can be the most stressful and difficult times for people who struggle with depression, loneliness, isolation and much more. If your best friend knew that you need someone to talk with, I believe that as busy as she is she would make time to listen to you. I believe that is what best friends do for one another. Your siblings would want you to talk with them as well.
I am here for you if you would like to message me.
@selfinflictedhealing