depression
depression hits me so hard. i have it all the time but sometimes it’s worse than others. i used to love cleaning all the time, getting up in the morning early to enjoy my day, going out with my friends, but ive lost it all. it feels like ive had all the life sucked out of me. it almost feels impossible to clean my room now, i wake up everyday around 3-7 pm, i barely ever see friends, and now i have a bf who’s so lovely but the depression and my constant irritation is slowly ruining us. i just don’t know what’s wrong with me. some days i can hide everything with a smile and try to be energetic and how i used to be. other days im a wreck and i just cause problems. i just hate always being irritated and never doing anything. i only shower when i have to and ik that sounds gross but it feels so hard. i just want to get better, and ive had depression for a very long time. my room is pretty messy rn and i would love to clean it but i cant even get up. my mom or anyone else doesn’t care to help me, but i always realize people get too busy in their own lives to help others
@alex1srenee
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I'm really sorry to hear that you are struggling.
It seems impossible now
But small daily, consistent steps will allow you to start to feel more like you.
And they'll take the pressure off you.
Sending you my best 💛
@alex1srenee It sounds like it must be frustrating. It sounds like you would want to but somehow it’s more than you can.
Maybe you could try exploring what is behind your irrigation? What if you tried chatting about it with 7 cups listeners? Figuring it out could help.
Any chance that your family doctor could prescribe you some antidepressants?
