fears.
im scared of a lot of things.
death, spiders, big open spaces, heights, vomit-- you name it, im probably scared of it to some degree. i can't watch a scary movie without risking it haunting my mind for days on end.
however, my biggest fear is dying in this house, under my mom's reign. i don't want to stay here forever. i don't want to be stuck with HER forever. but she's making me feel like i WILL stay here forever, no matter what. i feel as though i've been babied too long. so much so that it WILL hinder when i can leave, and that worries me. when i've brought up future plans to her, all she'd do is scoff. i hate this.
@tokkittalgi Hello and welcome to 7cups Tokk, thank you for being here and sharing your fears with us. I am sorry to hear you have many fears, including some specific ones about being trapped in your home with your mother. I understand how distressing it is for you to feel so helpless and unable to escape. What makes you think that staying there will hinder your ability to leave?
Pleaseknow you have all of us here with you to listen to and support you. You are not alone in this!
