idk
I don't feel normally anymore...
I feel empty late at night when no one is around,
I feel empty n angry mid day when I can't stand to be around my family,
I am a great actress I make myself seem fine as wine everyday, laughing, smiling, never failed it,
I am behind in school, I am behind on sm in life,
anyways bye
@Maeebae99
I'm really sorry you are struggling and pretending it's fine.
It's ok to be honest.
To process.
To heal.
You matter too 💙
Keep your mind off negative thoughts
Traditional wisdom guides us to use all buts that think together. Emotions on their own can miss lead, thoughts on their own can miss lead.
Even if you combine thoughts and emotions it can miss lead. As a personal example children give me desire to live (emotions) i am clever (thought) so i should teach children in school. But that is very stressful my belly or gut told me I could not handle the stress.
If you feel empty that is important awareness but you need to listen to other awareness as well.
You mentioned being behind, that is competitive, do you need to make others small by being ahead or find your place in life.
School is good, but when we feel less pressured we enjoy it more.