i just need advice or for someone to reassure me that i’ll be okay

ive been depressed for over a year now, and i’ve had anxiety forever. i’ve been diagnosed with GAD and depression. i tried zoloft and once i got to a high enough dose, it worked for like 3 weeks and then stopped. every time i bumped the dose up, it brought up thoughts of sh and suicidal ideation, but i was able to handle it. i relapsed into sh, but it wasn’t bad. they switched me to prozac and ive had the same effects of relapsing and suicidal ideation. i’ve only been on it for a week, but they just told me to stop and meet with a psychiatrist later this week. i feel like i want to keep taking the prozac to see if it works but i don’t know. i feel so hopeless and lost right now, and i just need someone to tell me what to do. i’m scared