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I don't know what to write here, but I just want to share my feelings.
in my life I have already reached the point where I no longer have the strength to start doing something, doing something new and interesting, because all these things have lost their life and emotions for me. I also can't make friends because of fear and indecision, as well as due to the lack of any personal fun qualities, conversations and an interesting life. I'm not motivated by any things. what I had to do as a teenager I can no longer imagine the strength and desire to do.
I don't understand the meaning of my existence, although I realized a long time ago that it doesn't exist, but I need to come up with something, don't I? I live in the feeling that my brain was stuffed into a plastic bag and sealed in a cranium. I have absolutely no life in my eyes, no desire to live this life to create something new through fear and anxiety.
It's as if all the people on earth have already found some kind of place on earth and only I am wandering in oblivion. How long will this last?
I am sorry that you are feeling so bad. It can be hard to manage everything. Do you have people in your life that you talk to about this? Any professional doctors or counselors? They can help a great deal. @mariarmy
I’m so sorry you are feeling like this. I know it’s not easy and it can be really difficult to understand. do you have any distractions or hobbies that you choose to do when you feel like this.
you are not alone and you have so much support here.
always remember that you can text in to the crisis line when you need it at 988.
Salem
@mariarmy
Hi Maria, Sometimes being a teen is hard because we don't know what we want to do in life. I was where you were as a teen ( I am 59 yrs old now). Everyone wonders why there here on earth aur purpose is for it is part of growing up.
Do you have a hobby or job in life you want to focus on example nursing, computers? I have learned through life that my depresion does not define me I define it. I am here if you would like to chat about this more