so exhausted
i don’t know what to do anymore. i am exhausted. i am so tired of feeling this way. or lack of feelings more like. i feel so numb. so numb. almost robotic. and sometimes i feel so much. it’s so weird. the switch. idk why the difference. idk why i feel so awful. sometimes i wish to be diagnosed. to just know. to feel validated in how i feel and feel not crazy. to know for certain that im not making any of it up. other times im scared that if i infact get diagnosed then id feel stuck. like im in a box where all my symptoms have to be met by what’s written in text books. where if i had something else that felt too strong and too weird and wasn’t met by the symptoms then id think i was crazy. that i’m making it up. this world is exhausting
@pluckyCoconut4376
You are not crazy.
And whether you get a diagnosis or notz or seek answers, no diagnosis fully captures anyone's true essence.
You are not dramatic.
Or too much.
You are just navigating your way through , trying your best, dealing with difficult emotions and it's fine to not always know how to process 💚
@pluckyCoconut4376
the world doesn't know exhaustion but we human have limited in our physical and mental or emotional so we could be exhausted after all we are just human, so it was normal, chill out.
I understand this completely. They diagnosed me depressive bipolar. It’s not easy but you can overcome!
@pluckyCoconut4376
why thinking about the world when you ain't have power to control it or in charge of these world?
Stop thinking something beyond you.
Things "could" be better.
