[tw: SH] I can't do this any more.
I am causing people too much pain.
I am having bad thoughts again and they aren't passive ones.
I've held the knife in my hand. It's tasted blood again.
I am never going to get better.
I keep hurting people.
I keep harming people I love.
I am a disgusting manipulative abuser.
They will be better when I am not here. When I can't harm them anymore.
@CryptidCircus hey sweetie, I'm sorry I didn't see this post sooner🙁 why don't you talk to me here, I'm right here ok? Don't make any rash dicisions on your own ok?
I hate that I am being honest about this, but honesty is needed...
I did some damage, but nothing too horrible. I was(am?) not in a good headspace.
I hurt a lot of people I care for with my actions...
@CryptidCircus ok make sure that sound is clean ok? It's ok to be honest here sweetie ❤ I'm right here for you, we all make mistakes and hurt people we love🙁 that's just part of life. Do you want to talk about it??
