Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I feel ignored, bullied and dissapointed. I feel my life don't have sense :(

I feel very very tired, the kind of tired sleep won't fix. And very alone. And I don't want to do anything but lie in bed.

Like no one understands ...

A little good and bad today

I had a breakdown last night, I cried and cried for hours. I felt like the worst person in the world, I always feel like that lately. I feel like I don't deserve the life that I have, my family, my friends they're all amazing people and I'm a mess.

WORTHLESS

Apathetic and cold. I feel disconnected and alone...but I know that I'm the one who's pushing people away....so it's just hard....

Imagine to be sailing on the sea and everything goes smoothly. Water is peaceful, and there's even a gentle breeze. But at some point you've noticed that the storm is coming over. You can see on the horizon these dark clouds, their masses slowly heading towards you, like a hungry beast. You know it will hit you, there's no escape. The only thing left to do is to just keep hanging on and wait for the inevitable.

That's how I feel.

Unsteady and unfinished.

I feel calm. Doesn't sound like much but it's an improvement for me.