Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
These are just my thoughts now.
I hate this world, but the only thing keeping me down is music. Music is my everything. I don't know how to explain it, but I feel like sometimes even music is just an illusion of the senses.
I can't even cry anymore? I'm just so alone. I have no one who I can really trust. I hate myself so much. SO MUCH. I wish I at least had friends on the internet, but I don't. I don't even deserve friends.
I've been thinking a lot about Leelah Alcorn. I can't help but feel like I'm being so ungrateful and I shouldn't even be feeling sad. I can't stand myself. I wish I could just die in a car accident or get killed, that way it wouldn't be my fault. I can't even bring myself to kill myself. I will eventually, though. I'll do it one day.
Post again - I feel like I hate me too! It is a new feeling for me, it came on after trauma, how long have you felt that way. I wish the hatred would go away!
I hate everything. Nothing matters. So sick of this horrible world.
I'm confused. One day I'm happy with my relationship and the next day I'm trying to devise a plan on how to move out without moving back into my parents house.
I know exactly how you feel. What helped me though is this book called "Way to Love" by Anthony De Mello. This book is amazing! Check it out.
I'll look into it. Thank you.
I`mdisappointedwith life, still trying every day, keep getting disappointed. I wish I know why.
I feel pain mental or physical or I feel nothing at all. School is hell and home is only slightly better. Distractions and a friend are my only tethers
My depression has been terrible today. I feel so worthless. Yeah, I know I'm not, but I can't control the feeling and the sadness the plagues my mind. :(
I feel okay. I'm not as bad as I used to be but I'm not as good as I would like to be. I'm getting there. Alongside depression I'm dealing with recovering from self harm as well. It's been two weeks since I last cut. I'm quite proud. Depression-wise, I think I'm feeling better than I have in a while. I'm feeling pretty positive that I can overcome this.
I wish my peers could understand how I feel all the time. They're always telling me to "just smile" or "try not to think about it" yet they don't understand how difficult it is when you have depression. I feel like I'm coping with it better this week, though.
I wish my peers could understand how I feel all the time. They're always telling me to "just smile" or "try not to think about it" yet they don't understand how difficult it is when you have depression. I feel like I'm coping with it better this week, though.
Feeling a bit sad....it comes and goes like the wind......