Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I feel depressed, angry, anxiety, and sad but I'll get through it eventually

Today I feel...terrified. I'm so scared of what will happen if i step away from my commitments in order to focus on my recovery and perhaps more scared of what will happen if I don't step away because I'm afraid to let people down.

Anxious. I feel like I felt years ago. Weak and vulnerable. I never want to feel this way again but here I am. I feel like I want to run away. I feel very anxious and I'm trying to control it. I never thought my past could have effected me this much.

Irritated; tired; over it

I feel tired and nostalgic. And angry

I feel like dying. I feel tired, hurt, depressed. ._.

I'm really really really tired. And stressed. So much. I just want my homework to do itself so I can sleeep.

There's way too much to discuss what I'm feeling right now and what I've been through so far. I'm just waiting for that empty feeling. I don't want to cry, hurt, endure emotional pain. I just want to no longer have emotions and never have to deal with any of this again.

I want to not feel anything anymore. I don't want to be happy nor sad. I just don't want to care anymore. I want to be invisible.

I don't know how to get better. I don't know what else to do.