Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

sad..

I survived a non-characteristic suicide attempt. I'm broken

I survived a non-characteristic suicide attempt. I'm broken

I survived a non-characteristic suicide attempt. I'm broken

I feel alone and meaningless.

I feel worthless. Unloved.

Lost. Worthless. Stupid for thinking someone would defend mw

I feel anger, frustration, and despair.

Lost and I am not sure why. I have a daughter who is wonderful. A husband that works hard. A home, a job. Animals to cuddle. But when I get home I am sad, unsatisfied, lonely, just lost. I also feel resent. I feel angry. But why?

I feel like life is a punishment.