Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I feel like I'm stuck inside of a huge box full of my depression. It's suffocating.

i feel sad, lost, and aggrivated

Can't get motivated

Worthless...

Lonely

I don't know how I feel. I've grown numb. I used to feel so much, hurt, anger, confusion, sadness, alone. Recently I've been feeling nothing. Could I be approaching that moment when I snap? Pethaps. I really don't know.

So tired of pretending, of being someone else. Dressing and acting the 'proper way'. No one knows me.

Today? Frustrated, sad, and a little annoyed. But the sun is out and I'm trying to focus on that happy little piece of my life.

Tired and to the breaking point of wanting to cry.

Tired and some brain fog...had to try three times to spell tired correctly! I'm diffusing lemon and lime essential oils and it is helping a little!

Almost normal when I woke but getting worse as the day's gone on. Which means in a couple of days I'm gonna be feeling really bad.