Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

The usual; insignificant, lonely, wanting an escape either living or dead.

dead tired all the time

I'm feeling sad about the things I've had to let go, & I'm still processing the rage I have towards myself & the people I let turn my life upside down

Needy, lonely, desperate, scared and pathetic. I need a good cry but i have no more tears left. I dont want to be here.

Im trying to keep my head above water. But im tired now. the water is rising and the depth is pulling me in. I dont want to fight anymore.

Angry, Sad, unsure, uneasy, unstable

Tired, like nothing I do will ever matter

So sad I can't even put it into proper words.

I feel so tired. I've been worse,but actually my father are depressed and with a lot of anxiety.

We live alone, in a mono-parental family. I don't know how I can help him. He asks me for help but I can do nothing, He has problems at work(mobbing) . I only want be stronger to listen him but I can't

Completely alone :(