Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I've been feeling really lonely and anxious. This guy that I really cared about left for college and I realized that he didn't care about me as much as I cared about him. We never actually dated so I feel like I shouldn't be sad and none of my friends liked him so I feel like I can't talk about it. On top of that, it is finals week and I feel like I am dying. I need to do well and my parents expect me to get an A on mos tests, but honestly I don't know if I'm even going to pass most of them. I am so tired and I can't find motivation. At least I'll be done in a week...

I go long periods of time of being able to keep it all in but then one thing sets me off and I find myself spiraling into my depression, which in return makes my anxiety horrible, which causes my ptsd to kick in and making me paranoid. It gets to a point where I start crying while singing a freaking lullaby. I feel alone even though I'm not. I feel like no one is on my side, ever. I'm easily agitated in these moments.

I feel lonely, depressed and extremely sad. During the past few days, I found out about the true colors of my dear ones. I feel its extremely hard to trust people now, because people have deceived me in such a way. I feel like my head is going to explode, and I can't concentrate on what I do.😢

Once again like because of my gender, I don't matter as much to my family .

I feel alright today and I hope you guys do too!!!

I feel sad...I miss him...I try not to think about it and accept it..,I cried...I feel like an alien and so alone..,I feel horny and proud of my sexual awareness but then feel like that may be keeping me from finding a quality man because no one marries the woman who wants to make love more than they do...I want to be true to myself but no one understands me but him...and he is afraid and damaged. I love him and all of him. I don't want to change him but love him and grow with him.,,but I haven't seen him in 7 months or heard his voice in 5...only emails, text, and selfies..,I just want to see him and hug him tight...but he is fat away and trying to keep himself busy so he doesn't have to think about his problems. I know its highly I probable that he will make time for me or that things will change..,so, I stepo back and accept I will never feel his arms around me again or fall asleep listening to his heart beat...I also feel like I will just have to accept the guy who wants a commuted relationship anD who is nice to me...even if we don't have a special connection because I only connected with people who need nurturing without responsibility. I feel like my life will always be unfulfilled and I will always be on the outside looking in.

I feel hopeless

I feel like I'm a mistake.

I feel selfish for wanting help when there's other people who have it worse. I feel like my problems don't matter.

I was feeling pretty good, a little anxious, but now I just feel sad.