Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I feel terrible. Yesterday, I had a moment where I just felt like I was a complete failure in life. I still feel that way and tbh I don't know when or if that feeling will go away

I feel empty, alone, and suicidal....I just don't know what to do with myself anymore

I feel dead inside. I feel as if everyone in the world is moving in normal motion and I'm stuck in slow. I feel like I'm dragging an ocean of dark, deep sea behind me, trying to get by but I just can't. I haven't got enough energy. My eyes are burning from keeping them open, as I don't have enough energy to even blink, staring at my ceiling, my walls and outside my bedroom window, awake at 3am because insomnia has taken over. I feel as if I am in a hurricane of sadness and the eye of relief keeps missing me.

Feel like a failure, I am a failure. Ugly and useless and ungrateful

i can't feel anything. That's what I feel everyday though.

I really want to die. I feel like I am taking up useless space in the world. I am too incompetent to survive in the real world. I'm 17 and I can't even do 5th grade math. I always make stupid mistakes and everyone gets so frustrated with me. My friends are condescending to me because I'm so dumb. I'm like a joke to them. They only hang around me to see what stupid things I will do next. I hate myself. I just wish I was dead.

I feel lazy and depressed, as per usual. Not a good thing, but hey, what can you do?

I feel so overwhelmed. Recently I got in a car accident that was my fault and though I am fine it's changing a lot of family dynamics very quickly. suddenly others are expecting so much more out of me and I am not sure if I can handle. I may have gotten a lot better recently but the accident brought my emotions up and harder to control. I have started to think about cutting again. I haven't cut since November and sometimes it feels like it could help but I know that it's just addicting feeling and that if I allowed myself to relapse I might not be able to bounce back from it again. I just wish life could go back to simpler times where I had more people to talk to when I felt this way and less things to try and handle.

And I feel like such a failure. I should have known better paid closer attention. I should be able to handle everything that's being thrown at me. But I don't think I can't right now

I feel so lonely yet won't help myself because I have no desire. I guess that's the shit thing about depression right? Understanding how awful you feel but not being willing to help yourself.