Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

Tired and unmotivated

Really lonely right now

Id been feeling better for a few weeks but lately I dont even know anymore. Ive been isolating myself more in the past few days and at the same time avoiding going back home because I feel like my aunt is suffocating me. I decided not to go to school today. Ive also been cutting classes more often lately. I got onto 7 Cups today and Ive been talking to people and its helped me feel better. Im still making a conscious effort to get better.

I'm surprised, but I feel great!

I feel relax and happy when I come to 7cups!

Strangely ok. ... ?

I just feel tired. It was hard to get out of bed and hard to make it through the day.

I couldn't pinpoint if it was from my depression, because I'm starting to get sick, from the aftermath of New Years Weekend. Probably all three.

Not sure, just feel like my body doesn't know what to do with itself and am so tired I just don't know when I will stop feeling tired.

I feel such a failure and a hypocrite because I hide what I feel inside from people.

I hate feeling like this, I feel trapped, but also guilty because I have a better life in some respects than many other people i see, so I have no right to feel like this. Why can't I just be normal, I feel like I don't really belong anywhere although I have people around me and they seem to like me, but I can't like connect, like there's this invisible gap that separates me from even the closest around me, like I feel but also don't, sounding weird sorry as I said not having a really good day so its sort of just all tumbling out...

I act normal, but im sitting in the bathroom at work typing this text with tears rolling down my face. Will have to try do a "make over" before I go back to my office. Why won't it go and why does it feel like I'm so wrong feeling this way.

Sorry every one....

Today was the first day of school. I had a lot of anxiety and i was really sad. I have a lot of anxiety for school. All my friends asked if i was ok, i anserwed that i was ok...asusually i lied what a day.

I feel like I'm a good man,who has problems that aren't under control, but they are not my fault. I feel like life in general and me being happy are not a compatible match. But I'm very grateful for the things I do have,which isn't much but they are enough for me.