Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

How do I actually feel? I feel terrible

I feel actually pretty relaxed, but then again really anxious at certaintimes. Still happy, but that's temporary.

I feel better than usual, but I don't know how long it'll last...

I feel better than usual, but I don't know how long it'll last...

Completely numb...I can't even anymore someone tell me it will get better?

Numb.

I feelokaybut not great. Like slightlystable. I'm listening to depressing music so it's not helping

I feel like, in dealing with disappointment and heartbreak and failure, I've been cutting pieces of my heart out bit by bit. It feels weak and pained and if I could reach into my own chest and rip it out, I would. I fantasise about carving my chest up a lot. It doesn't really matter if people care and would miss me. People caring doesn't stop every day feeling like being struck breathless and crushed under the weight of your own stupidity and uselessness.

Today I am tired, I work way to much. I am also in pain, as i am currently suffering from arthritis and dealing with chronic bronchitis. I am also thankful to God for all he wonderful things in my life. Pain is just a reminder of the good in my life.

Let's all remember how much worse things could be. I'm angry when I can't.