Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I feel like a failure. Like i have no sense of direction in my life. Like i have nothing in this world for me anymore. Like everyone has given up on me. I feel frustrated, agitated, disappointed, stupid, etc.

I feel sick, sore, and completely overwhelmed.

I need a staycation.

I feel left out. I have massive school debt and carry the burden of my ex-fiance's debt as well. I feel left out because all these people around me at work are getting promoted or better jobs. If I had a better paying job I could help tackle this better. If there is a God, I wonder why he lets my ex get away with this scott-free. Thanks for listening.

I feel like im drowning idk what to do whtever i do is always wrong

I feel alone, sad, and listless. I feel like I hate myself, for no good reason. And I can't sleep. I want to try to see a professional but i don't have any money, and I don't even know where to start. This community is the first time I've tried a per based support group. I think about dying sometimes. more as something that is a distant but hovering cloud over my head. like we are all going to die anyway, what's the point of living if it as depressing or shitty as it is. lol but ironically enough, i'll probably outlive everyone around me. So many people i know have already passed away, its wierd that i'm even on here. sorry this is so long....

I feel lost, and alone. I am afraid to go home incase I am yelldd at. I am feeling like I have dissapointed every one. I feel like a complete and utter failure. I feel as though I am yet again not wanted. I just want to curl up into a ball and die.

I feel like I'm good at nothing, that nobody cares for me and that they are just using me for their good. I want to be loved and as important as my brother. But I am lonely and neglected by everybody. I feel stressed because of school. I am really tired, but can't sleep. I don't feel like doing anything. Sometimes I can't get out of bed

Everything I do and try for Fails. I feel just empty and ready just awaiting to close my eyes and scieclessly fade away into a memory.

I feel perpetually sad. Exceptionally bummed out and low. Lonely as hell. A failure.

Tired and completely numb.