Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I'm feeling sad hurt and lonely

I'm always feeling at a loose end

I feel so done. Done with school, people, whole life. I'm just so tired, I want to give up so badly but I don't want to hurt my family

lonely and dead on the inside

I feel lonely, even with my favorite people around

I can't control my pretending, this idea which people see me as sickness me, I don't know how to get anyone to see me and notice I'm not ok without feeling like I'm manipulating with my situation , I tell anyone who's close to me I self harm to feel ok or practice my suicide whenever I'm home alone . Anything I say feels like I'm manipulative but being quite really pushes my self harm because it like if I can't talk about it then Its just all in my head and I'm just looking for attention

I literally hate my life right now. My depression pushed a very close and beloved friend of mine away...Drinking to take the pain away but all I wanna do right now is sob and take my own life.

I felt fine til tonight and started cutting again

My name is Tim. I'm 31 divorcing again. I think I'm what ever is past depressed, I don't know what to call it hopeless maybe. Dead inside maybe I don't know but I'm here I'm trying to hold on. There just isn't anything to grab

I am a person who others see as has it all, married for 27 years but there is no romance, three gorgeous brillant children all who don't appreciate me and I am fixing to be unemployed again. I don't like myself, I feel huge, unloved and so sad all the time. And more and more I am noticing no one cares. Would anyone even notice or care if I were gone...something to contimplate...