Exhausted
I. Am. Exhausted. I have struggled with severe depression for many years now. When I first recognized my starting to change I spoke with my parents often about it. They believed that I was sad but didn't take me depression plea seriously. They never have. They think I'm just overly dramatic. I can't bring it up anymore without feeling like they're just rolling their eyes. I know I am severely depressed and need help but I don't know what to do. I can't tell anyone and truly open up to the pain I'm feeling because I know it will change what they think of me. So I go on dealing with it alone. Day to day dragging myself out of bed, putting on a happy face when I know someone can see be, digging my nails into my palms to fight back the lump in my throat the threatens without warning.. on and on. Everyday it's a struggle, everyday is a fight. I can't let down my gaurd for fear of someone seeing the darkness inside of me and being afraid. The ache, the struggle, the never ending thoughts reeling in my mind. Sighs.. I'm just exhausted.
Hi, first I'm sorry I speak Spanish and my English is bad. Hope you can understand me. I know how you feel. Two years ago I was on senior year and all I want was finish school and never see this people again. I slept all the day, nothing make me happy and really didnt care about anything. Now, I'm at the university, I met new people, I'm studying interesting things and I can be what I am. I know that maybe our parents care about things that don't be important at all. Or they just forget that the mental health is the most important thing. I thing you have to find something to do, find something to spend your time like draw, write, sing, dance or whatever. And if you really want to escape of this black vision , you can. Its not easy I know, but make future plans and trying to do that. Maybe it helps you. And if you want to talk with someone, I don't know how but I really want to talk with you if you want (and if you understand my weird redaction haha ). The best wishes for you!
Hola, también soy colombiana, y estoy terminando mis estudios profesionales, quisiera ayudar ,apenas hoy encontré een mi página de inició de Tumblr y me gusta mucho, pero aun no entiendo muchas cosas, quisiera ayudar, orientar o escuchar, cualquiera que pueda entender mi español les agradecería que me orientaran, estamos para servirnos :) En cuanto a la depresión también la he sentido es difícil, se siente uno vacío y sin ganas de hacer nada pero efectivamente otro día trae otras oportunidades y si uno distrae la depresión la pasa mejor, pero la cuestión no esta en distraerla porque llega el momento en que nos quedamos solos y terminamos de distraernos, entonces vuelve el vacío, la idea esta en sujetarnos a unas metas para que nuestras fuerzas vayan hacia allá, y tengamos una razón para vivir. Please, who can traslater this words un english? See u Chaos