If I could write a note to myself at my lowest point, it would say... (fill in the blank)

I still care for you and you matter to me 'Cause I am you.

(Pretty sure I will crack up to my stupidity)

You will be alright again

You can do it. Don't be afraid. You are a strong, independent woman.

You have overcome many obstacles in the past , you are stronger than you feel at this moment , you will overcome this as well.

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done!

I just love this..

If I could write a note to myself at my lowest point I'd write:

SUCK IT UP IDIOT, IT'S YOUR OWN FAULT 😅 ENOUGH WHINING.

Never give in, Never back down

I would say.

You are not your depression. That is a false thought. You do not just have a personality that is makes you look depressed to others. You really are depressed you nitwit. So stop thinking about how people don't except you as you are and just want to change you. They don't they want just want you to be happy. And trust me on this. You are not your depression. Your personality is totally different when you're r not depressed. You get to be happy. You get to have fun. You don't have a personality that inhibits that. So go out and do stuff, try stuff even if you are afraid. Because you have missed out on so many things because you believe you just have a depressive personality and refused to get help. I'm so mad at you for thinking like that. So get your ass in gear and go to the doctor and tell them yeah you're right sorry I was being an idiot. Also I want you to know that your family loves you. I hate you though be time know you can be a much higher better person. But you're not trying so... Yeah try and I might revise my opinion.

So yeah. I would totally rant at my self... This is like the third one I have written... I never realised I was so mad at my self for thinking such stupid things back then. Even though I don't think it would make a difference to my past self if I could some how get it to them it has made me remember what I was like then... I feel really great full to be past that point in my life.

#note1

Listen to your playlist.

Notably "Don't lose your heart by Dream On Dreamer", "Legends by Sleeping With Sirens", "Gloom Boys by Waterparks" "Empires to Ashes also by Sleeping With Sirens", "Circles by Pierce The Veil" and every other amazing songs.

#note2

Stop whining. You did this to yourself so get up and keep going. *insert eye roll*