When I am reminded of the fact that everyone's lives go on perfectly happy without me in them, even though a few might say it bothers them when I'm not around. Whether I'm there or not, truly makes no difference either way. My life doesn't matter to them and my death won't matter either.
when alone in crowd
I am alone in my bed...with no one beside me...left alone with only my thoughts
When I reach out for help from my husband and he lets me down
I dont get enough ( negative) attention the i really dont need: like self harming to get attention...😭
I feel lonely when im lost in my thoughts when the anxiety kicks in and i have noone else to help me pull through it.
When I feel like I love a friend more than they love me. Doesn't make me love them less, but it hurts so bad!
