I'm in my room
Not taken seriously by health care professionals
just in general.
when im in big crowds.
when im with my friends and it feels like nobody knows i exist.
When I see people happily interact with each other even though I can
I didn't chose to go to a friends outing because I feel like staying at home or I was too scared to go out and thinking of everyone's hanging out and having fun while I'm home alone.
when my friend doesn't listen to my voice messages.
when my bf checks his phone instead of giving me undivided attention.
when my customers treat me like vapor.
Almost always, but mostly when I'm having a bad day and I have to act normal
I feel the most lonely very late at night, when I can't sleep because I'm obsessing again about something stupid. I don't want to disturb anyone and I feel like a burden to the people who care about me.
@WhiteWolf96
Same here, I completely understand. I just have to hope I'll move on from this point and that everything will be okay eventually.
When I feel I have nothing in common with people in my social circle so I feel I have to have silly superficial conversations about the weather.
When my friend has to go back home, she lives in the city, two hours away from me, I only have two real friends, they live far away from me