One thing I am feeling sad about today is...
I tsad that i have Sexual attraction towards my teacher and my teacher knows it so he detests me. But more than that, ir is my sexual fantasies have increased from 35% to 39%. Its horrible and it is ever-increasing. I am sad about this.
The overwhelming weight of a good but hard life caretaking for my amazing hubs who is disabled at an extremely young age. We both have backgrounds in counseling, and somehow it's always easier when you're the light for someone else. But learning what it means to be in the dark yourself and hang on when life is crushing you....that's something else altogether.
@exuberantClementine26
Keep that sqelfless love afloat and keep that joy of happiness alive.
No matter how much tried to put in work; no matter how many times my friends show support; no matter how many times I have to prove myself or anyone... it will never be worth it in the end and I no one will ever be there for me when I
@pluckySkies344 you have so many people that are willing to be here for you ❤️ I am here for you if you ever want to talk, and so many other people on this site, and Im sure there are are many people in your life as well, dont be afraid to reach out, everything will be okay :)
I am sad, that people misbehave with me and even ignore me, behave rudely with me and shows me attitude like I am a punching bag!!
I thought I had got better. But I haven't. It's worse.
I pushed my friend away with talking to her too much and she cut me off but now Im starting to worry that she might be going through a hard time and having bad anxiety and depression that caused her to not be able to deal with our friendship or feel like shes not enough, and I want to be there for her but she blocked me on everything so I dont know what to do...
I am sad about the fact that my teacher is attracted towards me!! Its a sad factor!! I didnt expect and i didnt wanted!!
That my (ex) best friend and her twin sister (also a best friend) who I have known since 1997 now treat me like scum/like a criminal, shunned me, and possibly outright hate me; all because of mistakes that I have made albeit inadvertently that have upset both of them very much.
Mistakes that I have apologized for, vowed to make amends for, that I have felt like absolute crap for making everyday since then to the point of hating myself.
Doesn't matter though, I'm a scumbag for life in their minds and apparently even though I know I'm not one, they are convinced that I am also something else :(
Feeling lonely :/
Im sad about not being able to accept myself
@Proxalina I understand that. I hate who I am and I cant find a way to change it.
