One thing I am feeling sad about today is...

I fear I can never get better...

that im still imprisoned by my own mind till today

One thing I am feeling sad about today is not recovering from the fever, migraine, sore throat and coughing that i suffered since last saturday! rest well, eat well, went to see doktor twice yet to no avail =[

that I

I have nothing that i hate anymore. I wrote it long . Somehow someone called me and my writing was erased. I wish that this hatred that i feel can go away that easy.

I can feel the melanoma growing on my nose. I dont have health insurance to pay a doctor, I dont even want to fight the cancer. Im trying to get my affairs in order, but thats not working out, I cant even find some one to adopt my dog, much less my kids.

Sundays are the worst because my friends are busy with their personal lives and I am lonely in my gloom...

I have 24hours to write an assignment worth 100marks. i'm screwed. i've been anxious about writing since i got it and now im even more anxious to submit it. my life is an absoloute, im going to fail dismally. :(

Binge eating

I feel like Ive betrayed everyone Ive ever loved, my parents are divorced and I never see my father anymore, my friendships and relationships with friends and family are crumbling, I feel like Im on my own