One thing I am feeling sad about today is...
My life is a mess. The thought of doing my responsibility is scary. I don't sleep and gets nothing done. I'm so tired of doing nothing. ADD is scary.
I do not understand things
I feel as if I'm doomed to an eternity of lonelyness. All I want is one person I can talk to about my demons.. Someone who genuinely cares enough to listen and to support me. I can't do this alone.
Discovered I have a chronic inflammatory disease that can only be managed and not cured. It's affects will be very noticeable to everyone around me. I'm only young and I dont have the money to treat it. Mad at myself and the people around me who i went to see for years but nothing was mentioned. Thinking along the lines of not being here. My life will only go downhill from here. What's the point fighting when I have no one and nothing to show for myself. Only know my parents and siblings would be sad but no one else would care. But I'll be the one facing this for my life and I can't see how I will cope.
One thing I'm feeling sad about today is the fact that I feel like I'm always on the edge of a crisis, I can't bear being abandoned, and I can't cut my chains with my past and only really important relationship.
Tldr:
I feel like I am a disappointment to myself.
How I take so long to do things
it took me so long to get out of bed today to even get up and eat and my mom kept asking me if I wanted ice cream I said yes but I took to long so she left for Ross I wish I didnt take so long I wish I could be Normal and not be a burden for once I am so tired of being numb Im so tired of being such a failure I mean that must be why a lot of people at my school hate me Im just tired of everything
lonely.
so lonely.
The thought that I am wasting time as a teen on my phone or inside when I should be doing something before I am an adult and it
@CourtLove35 I know right? I think it's... "common" in young men and women all around the world. Everyone makes us grow up and educate us with the highest hopes, and no matter what we acconplish, it's hard to live to everyone's expectations.
Think about me, studied and practiced for my whole childhood to the adulthood to become a graphic designer or a comic illustrator, and I'm 23 now, and working in a chinese restaurant as a waiter.
I've not thrown the towel though.
And that's why we're all here, to not give up, stay strong.
That i am a loser.
there's more than a thing i feel 😞😢
1. i'm not feeling well having sore throat , cough & fever since saturday
2. anxiety made me shaking badly inside that i'm so 😨 i would lose "him" as a friend
nobody understands me how i'm feeling or gone through ... i know myself only sorry for everything especially You
