One thing I am feeling sad about today is...

When I think about how much I have gained in my life, yet at the same time realize how much I have lost. and know that everything I wanted ended up being everything I lost.

Yes, very sad...and as usual I do not know what to do...

I have a lot of college work to do and I am having doubts about if college was even a good idea in the first place.

When I need help noone helps me so I always have to figure out how to help myself...it is sad...😔😔😔terribly so...

That 5 years ago today, the life that I wanted, the future I wanted, everything that I wanted, dreamed of, desired was all taken away from me and no longer possible in those 5 years.

That in those 5 years, everything I loved and cherished was taken away; my buddy Bandit, my best friends(they now hate me and are shunning me), the group of friends I helped form(want nothing to do with me anymore), being able to enjoy the pastimes I love with my friends bc I'm now apparently insufferable to be around, my career, good times with family as their health is declining, everything :(

I'm sad that stuck in a location that has no privacy.

I'm sad I keep liking unavailable men. Sigh.

Of course I am sad, how many can you loose without being sad. With soul loss you have 2 options: become incresingly insensitive to the point you are no longer human, or torment your soul in sadness forever....

One year ago tomorrow, I watched my uncle, a man I loved as a father, waste away and die after a horrible battle with cancer. I've been numb ever since. True grief is so much worse than they say. It's been a year and it still feels like yesterday.

I feel sad is that I'm having a hard time with my college work and it worsen my motivation to do anything involving college! I really want to QUIT college! But I'm afraid of doing so as it might cost me a future!

My life so many things have fallen apart.