One thing I am feeling sad about today is...
Feeling as if Im not enough. I dont socialize, I have an eating problem, and I dont open up or talk to anybody. My family ( mostly my parents ) complain that something is wrong with me. I know if I died my family would be sad. But what about how I feel ? I need and crave a type of love that no one can give me but the person I see when I close my eyes.
Thay I will likely never get to enjoy a ride on any Rollercoaster or thrill ride with any of my friends.
Given my behavior, anxiety and depression the last 5 years, I have inadvertently caused myself to be insufferable to be around, so chances are I'll be enjoying rides like Ghostrider and Twisted Colossus alone, which isn't a bad thing but still wish friends could enjoy them with me.
@lycan9826 I feel you. I dont have friends either and at my age Im not sure how or where to meet new people. Hang in there.
That it's so hard to fight back against my minddemons, it's so hard to feel loved sometimes, it's so hard to get better and make progress and see that I'm doing better, that my mindspace is such a mess and it's hard to claw my way out of this dark place.
@LolliKat I understand about the mind demons.
I had a pretty good day. However A friend of mine is having a hard time. . . his mom has cancer and they haven't figured out what stage and he is having hard time getting hours at work. I just wish things would work out better for him. I feel useless and worthless. . . I have no idea how to help him.
I've screwed up my arm and shoulder by overworking it. I had to do laundry and told myself I'd go and clean up the mess left behind yesterday by the gardeners, but when I came back I noticed a homeless woman was using a broken tree branch to sweep more stuff everywhere. And then she topped that mess off by sweeping a pile of fresh dog poop into the street...
I finally got her off the property but she'd effectively doubled the amount of stuff I had to clean up. I'm in alot of pain and super miserable.
I've recently broke up with my boyfriend and then what seemed to be a relationship with someone else fell through. I feel alone now, so that's what makes me sad.
I get nervous and depressed when I
@AbbyHarris1976
So i would like to say a few things to you, let those tears run down one last time, let those out as much as you can, think about the problem as much as you can, "for one last time". After that forget about the world think for yourself and no body else except your family. I'm according to my friends the coolest and strongest person when it comes to handling problems, pressure. But reality is something else. I'm the most depressed of them all. I'm just better at finding solutions for others, because I'm too coward to implement the same when something happens with me. I don't know why I'm saying this here I guess just wanted to.pour my heart somewhere. The only thing I can say for you is if you are socially awkward then let it be. Don't try to become someone else, but yes if someone is trying to talk to you then talk to them. Change is posible from within you only.! It hurts when you try to change yourself. But trust me the happiness you would achieve after some time is way more valuable than this pain.
@wanheda2997
Greetings, and thank you for posting this 
What you're saying is very thoughtful and true ... and I am going to take a chance now and "open the gates" again to allow the listeners to contact me. I was going through a stressful time in my work schedule earlier, as well, and I was working 3-4 10-hour days in a row with only one day off in between ... uggghhhh.
I think the important thing here isseting boundaries and then establishing them in order to keep a conversation from getting out of control, and for me, that means knowing when I can't help someone who might not want to be helped ...
Thank you again! 
One thing I feel sad is that I feel like I'm not good enough for my family, and I dont have any friends so i just goto college and work.
That not a day goes by that I don
My parents asked me what's wrong, I started to say what's wrong and one of my sister's came into the room and started talking over me. I got upset and went to my room. Doesn't matter anyways. I don't matter.
@dancinggirl2
Woah, hey! Of course you matter! I think you should try to think more positively. For example, "my sister has interrupted me, but that's okay because I can finish my sentence once she is done." I know that it's pretty impolite of her to interrupt you, but the worst thing you can do is argue with her about it or feel like you don't matter. Your life is very important, and her interrupting you does NOT change that. I hope this helped you.
@ThatGuyNoah, hi thank you so much for your reply and what you are saying