One thing I am feeling sad about today is...
My best friend committed suicide.
@neatLake1345 I'm so sorry to hear this. Sending you all the love and support to you,her family and every person she was close with. If you ever need to open about this dont hesitate to talk about it with one of our listeners. We don't wanna lose another precious human. I love you stay alive xx
@neatLake1345
I'm sorry. I'm sending you all of my support. I'm sorry she went through that, and you have to go through this.
@neatLake1345 I am so, so sorry.
Cause Im still stuck at home with my abusive brother and cant do anything about it other than hide in my room and consult online therapy. I want to move out of my house but I cant afford that and pay college tuition at the same time.
@Iwantadegree I see that you are living with an abusive person in your house. It's a great idea to talk online with therapist,it really helps open yourself with someone. If you dont feel safe at home, dont hesitate to seek help at your local domestic violence line. Wish you the best xx
@Iwantadegree
I wanted to try help you as this is a very delicate problem. I had a similar situation, except an abusive friend.
My brother never touched me. He was too disgusted, he verbally abused me. Sometimes you have to shut out the people of your life. Whether physically or mentally, your choice. Have you ever tried talking to your parents for a matter? Sometimes you can talk to your parent or cousins. If you don't have anyone to talk to, you can try staying out the house quite often. Parties, out of school clubs or even hanging out with your friends. You don't deserve it. I'm so mad, i'm spitting right now. Get out, you don't nedd such toxic people in your life, talk to our teacher, therapist, anyone. You have to make your parents listen to you, if they don't realise that your brother is abusing you, they need to get their head fixed. How dare he?! Obviously you can easily get rid of an abusive friend but not so easily as an abusive brother. Your brother may have issues too, try explaining your parents that he may need therapy but if he's just doing it for no reason, then... >:(
Try talking to him, maybe he has problems and if not possible then try talking to your parents..good luck!!
xxx
That some things won't be following me into 2020.
The group of friends I helped form. Odds are I will never get to enjoy anything with any of them ever again and that is the last thing I ever wanted :(
My love life. While I have wanted someone, ideally an existing friend to share and spend my life with; I have grown to cherish my freedom as well as the platonic love in my life more.
The last 4 days I've been hiding food and binge eating, can't stop.
I miss my family.
Human nature...
I hope that it was all some kind of illusion
because people felt "tricked,"or like I had been selfish, they thought they were entitled to my lowest moments, my credit and financial info, my educational info, my inner thoughts, fears and dreams? I really don't like people whose idea of justice is settling an imaginary score. People are so much more complicated than that....
But I do love my friends and the people who have been there for me lately. I wish I could let it go but I'm struggling.
That I'm not able to work at this time