One thing I am feeling sad about today is...

I've fallen in Love with someone very close to me, but I know it can never be. The thought of seeing her and being close to her for the rest of my life with holding this secret is just crippling.

Something unknown. I'm sad for no reason and it's hurting

what the actual fuck

This would have been my dad's 69th birthday. He passed away two and a half months ago.

One thing I feel sad about today is that my friends don't accept my sexuality and question it.

because I'm too sad no one wants to talk to me.

I just don't know what the purpose of the shame and the cruelty is, or why people who don't know me and might not have good intentions would be allowed to witness my thoughts. I can't think of scenarios that match all the stuff I see. Why would my own friends sabotage me on such a huge level? The horrifying, months-long reaction makes no sense to me.

i think my friends hate me and i know im annoying and unlikeable

Acne scars but in form of bumps on my skin and i still dont how to get rid of it. Make me sad for loooong long time

i have such anxiety about normal life things, and literally tasks like getting gas, ordering food, getting help, will make me shake uncontrollably and i instantly feel overwhelmed and about to cry. and i also feel like im failing, and i cant grasp anything solid. and i dont truly feel as if i can really tell anyone my issues. i feel guilty practically every moment because i think i should be doing something else, more productive, and that i know ill regret it if i dont, but thinking about whatever i have to confront makes me upset. and i have tons of life-changing tests coming up, and i know i have to pass all of them. and i know this is a lot, but i need to get it out, i developed feelings for this guy, and im pretty sure he doesnt feel the same, and i know he isnt the answer but sometimes i think that maybe if i had him right here beside me, everything would be okay.