One thing I am feeling sad about today is...

That even though I know I

My mom is in and out of my life. One moment she wants to do better and shes ready to change, and then another moment shes gone and doesnt call me for weeks, even months. Today, me and my dad went to go get my brother and my mom was there. She came and gave me a card and asked did I want to go get ice cream. I said no because I dont trust her. And as much as I knew I made the right decision, I felt guilty. The card she gave me had a $100 bucks. But the thing about it is I didnt want the money, all I ever wanted was time and stability. Ive gotten to the point where Ive accepted she will never be the mom or person I need but I wish she would at least acknowledge I existed and not when holidays came but all year around.

My puppy has an ear infection :(

... that I know exactly what I have to do, yet cannot do it and am not really ready for it. Which means I'm stuck in this state I don't want to be in.

Hopeless 😩 like nothing ever gets better and I don't get y I deal with so much it's so overwhelming

I was doing really well today but I got in a fight with my Mom and I'm really sad

Not knowing how to get through to my daughter and helping her deal with everything she dealing with

Hi.. Im Alex

I have a lot od problems And i dont know how solve them.. for example:

🏳️‍🌈LGBT🏳️‍🌈

I have homophobic family​ they wont let me be with Someone i love... they told me that i am stupid And i am meaned to ONLY like boys.. i am bisexual ( i like boys AND girls )

🔪 SUICIDAL🔪

I am NOT suicidal like before i was.. but i am afraid it Will come back

💔 Broken 💔

I cant trust.. i cant show emotions like before.. Always when i talk to someone.. Its like i gone crazy And start acting 100% fine

What should i do?

Thanks. -​​​​​​​​​-- A L E ​​​​​​​X <3