One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
I am sad that I am deeply affected by vicarious trauma. It's everywhere I turn and the internet doesn't help.
Seeing that my whole family and myself have been through a lot this year.
Im sad that Im single, Im tired of school, Im tired of the people there, and just that whole last few weeks have made me sad.
One thing I was about today is, it's my birthday and I never felt so alone
I'm going to be all alone forever. The one person in the world that I love more than any other doesn't seem to understand my feelings right now. It makes me extremely sad sometimes. There are days I get angry and I hate him and wish I had never met him and there are days I feel I can never live without him another day of my life. I don't know what is wrong with me when I feel like that. It makes me hate myself.
I feel sad about several things. Being alone mainly and not knowing about my future. How much things has change in my life and didn't realized it. How nothing seems what it should, lack of support mainly.
The world is a difficult place to live in.
I wish there was a good reason for crying every day. Not having a reason only adds to my depression and anxiety because it makes me a real asshole.
Is no one even close to me knows how much I'm hurting inside. I don't even know where to start..
That I'm not good enough. That I'll make mistake...that I prusher myself too much... I am scared uncertainty.