One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
Everyone just sees me as anxiety and sad- even when I'm fine for a few weeks and my autopoilts working then I have one day we're im weirdly down, I feel crushed and suicides normally on my mind what feels like every hour for a few days
no one at my school wants to be friends with a depressed person obviously. When I'm really low I need support but everyone turns away- when I fee better that's when people talk to me (I completely understand)
im just suffering in scilence I guess
life's just not for me I don't think- time can't fix this becuase I'm stuck with the same brain -_-
I dont know whats going on with my boyfriend and I right now. I moved in with him a few months ago but Ive just had to go to spend time at my mums because we fought every day. Tomorrow Im meeting him to discuss if we are staying together or not. Im scared to lose him but also scared to make the wrong choice.
@LeighG You got this
Today, I am feeling sad about my life. Who I am, and what is happening.
I am sad because I feel as if I'm losing my boyfriend, the one person who means something to me.
I am sad because my father is very ill.
I am sad because I feel like I won't be able to survive another year.
I am sad because I am sad. I acknowledge it, and want to change it, but can't.
I just am sad today.
My vest friend, the only person that makes me feel happy, is going back home!
I realized, that we can hide some things, give them other names so they appear more generous. In fact, our nature will stay...
One-sided love
That I am feeling a little unwell and I miss my friend.
I feel like I am unable to make my husband or myself happy lately. Sad because I dont feel like I have a purpose in life right now.
I feel like I may have some form of depression. My mother won't believe me when I tell her and thinks it's just temporary, As much as I hope that to be the case I feel really alone. I feel kinda like a crappy selfish person who only thinks about themselves when I talk about it though since I know I feel that way often, that and also that so many others including one of my best friends have it way worse right now. I feel kinda invisible to everyone else right now as I see everyone else so happy and positive looking on at me and can't see anything wrong with me unless I say so despite how drained I feel. I feel bad I can't respond with as much as emotion as they can because I'm so drained all the time.
Sorry if this was confusing...
@Mikathewolfdog
I totally relate, my parents just laugh when i say that im not doing well mentally, and im so self-interested lately. always curious about myself and i have so many questions that i just can't answer. i do not feel anything. i just have myself, my mind, and my questions.
I feel like my parents love my older sister more than me. My mother especially. She always talks about her to others and is always bringing her up. I feel like i cant please her in anyway. As if everything i do is not as good as my sister. I try to let my mom know how i feel but she always claims that she loves all her children equally. I dont know what I should do tbh.