One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
@Laura driving Sonia away from my life. have been feeling this way since the time she disappeared from my life.
I feel sad because me and my bf found scars from our previous relationship and we couldn't be just as genuinely loving as we usually care about each other. This is life, indeed, we didn't fight or blame each other, but this is sad. We both deserve real genuine attitude and we both want to give it.
I want to go to some liberated country. People here are so close minded.
I always wake up with a loud voice tellig me to do my choirs. They always say I don't help at the house-at all. But I know I contribute a lot already. They want me to serve them. They don't give me a space. space on my own so I can have a privacy and a space to grow. They always make me feel like I'm a no-good person. They want me gone here. (Because I'm living with a relative because they support my studies).
I always wake up with a loud voice tellig me to do my choirs. They always say I don't help at the house-at all. But I know I contribute a lot already. They want me to serve them. They don't give me a space. space on my own so I can have a privacy and a space to grow. They always make me feel like I'm a no-good person. They want me gone here. (Because I'm living with a relative because they support my studies).
How hard it is not to be sad. It's so difficult to work on your depression and trauma, even with a good professional. I have known so many who should have been morticians or mechanics. I want to get better but I am afraid I don't have the strength to fight anymore. I want everything over with but I don't really want to die. But suffering and fighting all the time is so terribly exhausting, terrifying, and threatening.
@considerateTree2184
Yes it is but it's getting better... one step at a time, no need to look at the mountains...
Today, I'm feeling sad about not living in the downtown anymore, for 6 months now. That's soooooo sad and I am sorry for myself for this.
@PennyUA I can relate. Moving can have a huge impact on you. It did me. That seems hard for others to understand I guess.
I
No boyfriend
Im sad that Im still thinking about you, about how it felt when you kissed me, when you called me beautiful. The song lyrics you quoted at 3am, the laughs. The memories. The way I felt when you were around; the world was bigger than us but we didnt have a thing to worry about and I never had to carry the weight of the world.
Im sad because i still love you
