One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}

That I never get listened to by my girlfriend who doesn't treat md like I belong in our home.

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I really hate the way i look and i just hate myself completely. No one is suppoting me or is nice to me. Right now im so lonely..

I feel I've lost my love for my gf and idk how to get it back. I'm so unhappy

i feel empty and worthless everyday at work. I feel alone and i don't have a support system IRL. My family doesn't get how hard it's been for me, they never have even when i first told them about my depression and self-harm, four years ago. I feel a deep void inside me that's making me a hollow, invisible shell of a human. I feel so damn lost and alone and i don't even know how to not feel like this when it's all i've known, and i just can't stop crying and wanting to just make the pain go away and i wish i had someone to understand and not constantly invalidate my feelings and make me feel like less of a person.

I have to manage so many things including all my personal problems and issues. My family places there extra baggage on me and constantly make me feel like a failure because I am not as successful as they thought I would be at this point in my life. They remind me that I am getting older and running out of time to be a success.

myself. Im sad over how nobody seems to understand me about how Im so lonely and my family doesnt really care and I get yelled at for being a failure I wish I was worth it for once and wouldnt cry because words hurt a lot. I may not have the prettiest face or body but even I have feelings and I wish they would think before they say and do all these things to me..

I feel like there is something wrong with me and like i need to fix something but I do not know what there is to fix. I feel like so many people are depressed that it doesn't really matter how I feel. I just wanna leave and start a new life but it's super hard to when you do not even know what you are leaving behind. I wake up everyday with the same feeling and it is killing me. I just need something to change. I go on a rollercoaster of emotions and most of the time I don't know which feelings are real and which are fake. I just hate living this life and I wish that things could change, but it is important to remember the reality, which is that this is who I am and I will never change.

I'll never be loved by anyone. Getting used to the thought.

My kids will be going on a month vacation with their dad. I am happy for them but I will miss them.