One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
I am feeling sad about the fact that I feel so alone
My heart hurts so much. My body is withering away... I
I've been doing so well and feeling good the past couple months and now I'm falling back into the mess I have been dealing with for a year before those months.
I have so much work to do to try to change my life for the better and beat depression, and I dont want to do any of it. And my best friend has started moving on with her life, leaving me behind to continue suffering, only now without the same support I had from her before... so I fee even lonelier and more isolated than ever.
I just had a relapse.
It's horrible. I'm such a cluts and feel that everything is my fault. My relationship is going downhill and it hurts so much more to know that it is definitely my fault. I'm just so fragile suddenly. I hate it.
That I don't necessarily feel content.
I want to sleep forever
Someone I loved has moved on and ignores me. He said that we would do all these romantic things, and then one day, I just stopped hearing from him, without any indication why. It left me feeling sad & heartache. Maybe he is content with someone else, so that's a positive, I just wish he would have explained why he went on silent mode.
I'm sad because whenever I have an idea and start to motivate myself, it gets taken away. It's as if every image of myself in a better, happier life, is taken down before it could even happen.
@TransAtlanticLife
not wanting you to relive your sadness in any way but can you clarify what you mean with an example?
This sounds so vain and ridiculous compared to everyone else's, but realizing that I'm not physically beautiful made me really sad. There's nothing about me that I'd say is cute I just feel really misshapen and ugly
@Collateraldamage7 That's not vain at all. Beauty creates such high expectations that many people feel like they can't live happy lives without it. Don't kick yourself, it's a very normal feeling and if ever want to talk about it, we're here :).
@Needmorecats28
Thank you! I appreciate it and I'm trying to work on it
@Collateraldamage7
I stopped caring about the way I looked immediately after high school. It was with one of the best decisions that Ive ever made in my life as I felt carefree about the way people saw me. Twas freedom. Who do I have to impress? No one thats who. That way I know that if someone found me appealing, they TRULY found ME appealing.
Be happy and comfortable with all of your physical attributes and only focus on health-wise improvements. Thats sort of my motto in my life where my body is concerned. I put all focus in making my body happy with good healthy (when its affordable) food and other components.
Healing the body of impurities may lead to a sunnier, healthier, and happier life, but always focusing on yourself from a surface perspective can lead down a dark path of self destructive mentalities.
I pray that youre able to recover from this.