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One thing I am feeling sad about today is that I feeel trapped like a bird in a cage and there's nothing I can do about it
@sensibleOwl7079 i feel you I am overwhelmed most of the time and often feel trapped like no one is coming to save me
I always try to make myself disappear from this world.. You know what it's mean right?
@Naiyana
I know this feeling very well... for me it's because when I suffer a lot and unable to see a way of rescue, this seems like the only way to escape suffering.
i wish i had more time to work on doing the things i love but my job (working in a bar) takes up so much of my time and energy. i want to get to a place where going to work and doing what i love mean the same thing but it seems so impossible and far away right now. my job gives me the money i need to survive but i get no joy from it and i find it so draining. i feel trapped where i am right now
well to start my partner cheated some time ago , maybe multiple times before that, we have been together for 21 years and have 5 children, this causes me alot of anxiety and stress makes me act out of character losing my temper not trusting other men anywhere near her almost getting into fights ( last night for example )
im also in quite alot of debt which my income is not covering and i dont know what to do,
people who I thought were friends were the ones that the cheating involved so I have no one to turn to or back me up
my family are too judgemental so I dare not turn to them and it would cause problems between them and my partner .
so yes feel like curling up in a ball and giving up not very good for a 40 year old man huh ?
I can't trust any one.
The feeling that everybody hates me. I even hate me.
Told my boyfriend how I was seriously considering suicide again last night. He barely tried to help and said "well I can't stop you since you won't listen to me". He has barely contacted me since and it was really eye opening. I see now that I don't matter much to him, in life or death.
@hopelessghost
@hopelessghost. I can sympathize with how much that hurts and a good idea on how you were feeling. Last year I came home from a band gig to find all of my wife's stuff gone. I had a trouble with alcohol. My heart dropped to my feet. She was worth fighting for. I am questioning whether he is worth fighting for after his desertion. Maybe you need to think about somebody that is worth having you. Once again, just an opinion. I don't know how serious you two are or were. But the grass is always greener on the other side if you are in peril.
I broke up with the love of my life because I can't trust this person. I broke my heart and the other person's as well. Why can't I let go of anger and trust someone loves me?
i took a penknife and went to the toilet today because i felt overwhelmed with my emotions. i almost did it but i didnt. i felt sad that i actually have no one to talk about this.
I feel I am never going to find my dream guy. I thought I had him, but some how I let him slip away.
