One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
That i have people useing me for just a taxi and not respecting me at all.
my life
A guy at school called me a whore because I was wearing a "suggesting" shirt
Thats why I hate my life honesly
@MiruMiruna that guy is just spouting bullshit, ignore him, you're amazing :)
My husband is no longer wanting to talk to me tonight because I had an issue and spoke out loud and now here I am sitting alone and upset. I can't help my stupid thoughts in my head and I also hate how a lot of the time I can't be 100% honest about the way I feel because I'm a paronoid person.
I feel like I am going to be stuck and feel helpless.
One thing I am feeling sad over today is that my doktors want me on new antipsychotics for schizophrenia, as well as antianxieties and antidepressants, and I really don't want to take them. I have also lost feeling and blood flow to my left arm and my rotary kuff needs surgery. I might lose my arm and that skares me.
He finally attacked me and my sister, hit her head in the wall, ripped my clothes and pulled out my hair. We ran to my aunts house but he chased me. When he left I cut my arms as deep as I could. It's been a week and my arms are itchy and sore af under the bandages that I don't take off because when I do I cut my arms more then hide it with the bandage so I'm having my most serious issues with self harm in 3 years. I'm sad because my mum has to deal with this and kick him out before we can come home, while she spends all day at the hospital caring for my brother.
@FromAllTheMedicine
That's terrible, I'm so sorry. But listen, we're here for you. I know we're just some internet people and everything, but we're here. You do not deserve that treatment from who I assume is your father. And your mom knows that, that's why she's trying to help you. Just remember it's not your fault. It WILL get easier. Hang in there
@amusingCurrent5730 thank you that means so much to me you have no idea, Internet people are definitely better than most real life people :) I really do just need someone here for me telling me it's okay, I do try to do it for as many people as I can haha it's best if we're all just here for each other!
I'll only arrive home from class at 3 PM, which means lunch and studying will only happen late
I know I am the one who is stopping me in getting the life I want, but Although I want to overcome it badly, I lack the courage because I can't let go of my fear that I mighr disappoint my parents, my friends, or the people I know. I'm scared and I'm weak. I'm bad at adapting to changes. I know how to survive in this life, but I don't know why should I. I'm hopeless.
I just got rape, I don't even know what to feel
@Candycornpsy I'm so sorry. I had a friend who got raped once, it does get better, i promise
@exuberantCoconut8728 does it really? I was scared of this happening since 6 years ago, when I guy tried but my mom saved me, and I have social anxiety and agoraphobia because of that, and it happened, I'm really scared, I don't want to go out, or talk with people
@Candycornpsy
Report it. You deserve more and you know it, don't let them take your power.