One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
I feel like im living someone else's life, I feel like I was just born and raised to be my sisters keeper. This is not my life anymore. Im not happy with it.
I'm not even sure what's making me sad lol. I'll go to school and I'll talk to everyone like I'm v normal. But when I come home during this time. Everything starts bothering me. I desperately want to end my life because I want to end this hollowness. My heart aches. I still feel something in my lungs or idk. I have a Long distance boyfriend and I desperately want to meet him but things are not going right so I have to deal with it alone. And even after having few good friends I get a feeling that after knowing Everything about my depression they're not trying to help. And I'm not sure whether I'll be alive after some months or not
@tallOak714
I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. But one thing you have to understand: this feeling of hollowness CAN go away. I can't tell you exactly how, because I'm working on it myself, but here's some advice I got from my friend: Sit down and make a list of things in your life that make you happy. Now hold on, stay with me. I know that's cheesy but it gets more helpful. Now, write of list of things that just suck. Things that make you feel bad, people that are negative to you. Now, this is the hard part. You have to start fresh. Eliminate those people from your life, even temporarily. Focus on what makes you happy, and if you can't think of anything, find something. Experiment, and you'll find something you love. The people that stay and help? Those are the people you want in your life. Your happiness is important.
I'm working on this process, as my depression and this feeling of hollowness has affected my grades in college. Something has to change, and something has to change for you too, because the world can't lose you. I feel you, I don't know you but I care what happens to you. Please. Just give it another chance.
@tallOak7143 don't lose hope. Everything will b fine. U will surely end up with you boyfriend. It's just a phase in ur life where everything looks shaken and broken. But believe in yourself that you will find your love.
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Hi y'all! Just passing by and know that I was reading the messages of some of you and well. Wishing you the best for all of you. =)
I'm still sad from not having the brand name of my medications whereas I am currently on generics which I have been on for quite a while. Plus, I do not like sharing my problems with my family as I like keeping that to professional therapists/psychologists only. I call this an invasion of my privacy when a parent gets involved since I feel threatened with going to a mental hospital ESPECIALLY. ;w;
Yesterday I lost control and just flipped out on my husband... He doesn't deserve such a severe reaction because he doesn't understand what is going on in me... It makes me sad to hurt my loved ones.
just sad
I'm feeling sad because I'm currently stuck in the cycle of knowing I can be better, not being motivated enough to do it, and getting frustrated because I know what my true self can be but cant will myself to do it.
I'm lame. I just say weird things and I'm extra and no one likes me
I'm starting to question why I exist?
