One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
I was listening to a playlist of party music earlier.
Then I realized, I made that playlist 5 years ago and I am never going to throw a party.
Heck . . . in 5 years, I haven't even been invited to a party.
My husband was grumpy all day on his one day off this week which is our family day, he wasn't involved in any of the little activities my daughter and I were doing. He could have just as well been in work still, this makes me sad as he's working for all our futures yet we have no quality time because he's working long hours and is stressed so he is tired and grumpy a lot. Except it seems when he has the occasional night out. When he comes in from work he's asleep in a couple of hours!
I'm sad for failling in my relationship. I feel worthless, like nothing I did was ever enough. I was loyal, caring, compasionate, understainding and supportive. Gave too many chances and benefits of the doubt and it was never enough for him. It hurts that I believed everything he said...Dont understand how he couldve asked me to marry him, try to have a baby with me...yet cheated on me. Im sad...all my ilusions and dreams are destroyed. I just cant take the hurt again. I dont have the strenght to fight again. I was moving in December and not even that was enough. He blames me for everything...I dont understand why? I did everything right from the beginning! Love demands to be felt, but this is too much to bare everyday.
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that i always the guilty one. full of guilty and the guiltyness that never stop. try to survive this week and its ruin just because of me is not enough
I made a mistake at work. I feel like im not learning quick enough. I always need to make 10 mistakes before i get it right. Ive been in my job for 3 months. I hope ill do it right and quick next time.
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I am sad today because I am having a hard time staying away from a toxic person. I know this person isn't good for me but I keep letting them back in my life.
Insomnia
One thing I am feeling sad about today is that I can't live a normal life because of my mental issues and that I'll have to keep having to be a burden to people around me because of it.