One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
My boss has been getting complaints from customers that I have an attitude or they feel like I don't want to be bothered with them. There are certain things at work that trigger me, e.g., I'm working on a design project and a customer comes in and asks me to send a fax for them. I find it annoying and as if they are interrupting. I'm worried that I can't control how I react when this annoys me. I think this is something I can improve but I'm still worried I'll lose control.
i'm really sad because i feel like i can never be normal like others, i feel too damaged ,and the worst of it all is having no one to talk to about what i'm going through...
@darksky199
Hi. Wish I could be there for you. You can talk to me if you want.
@darksky199if you ever feel like you want to talk, you can talk with me and ive found it really helpful in the past to just tell someone about what is happening and leave your secrets behind somewhere no-one can trace it back to you
Why I always seem to drive people away. It's so hard to get closure. Thinking that I'm not worth someones precious time or effort.
I seem can't generate love any more.
I'm feeling overwhelmed by school. Whenever I think I'm almost caught up, a giant pile of additional work is just dropped on me. I also feel like a fraud because I think I'm too dumb to be in college. I just want to stay in bed all the time and seeing people now feels so painfully excruciating.
@Athena19 hey Athena, you are not dumb and have everything it takes to get through school and college. You have a beautiful life ahead of you and you WILL make it through this phase. We are here to listen. You are supported. You got this.
I don't seem to generate love anymore.
I watched pornographic content, which hurts me since no one thinks I could do that, well I have told a few friends and even my ex girlfriend but it hurts that my family members and many new friends wouldn't think of me in such a way
Not having much money. Not being a decent enough friend. Not being a decent roommate. Being worthless.
How extremely lonely I feel today. Hubby is out of state volunteering. That's a good thing I know, but it doesn't put him here to hold me during a "feeling down" spell when I need him to.
Im sad because I feel like there are no good choices and no matter what I do, someone is going to be hurt. If I could see the future Id know the right choice now, but I cant. And Im so tired, sad, and overwhelmed that I cant think straight so I feel like any choice I make will end up being the wrong one. I wish I could just go away for awhile and let someone else make the hard choices.