One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
There's this virus going around and I'm afraid I'll get my 4 month old twin daughters sick. Also it's Saturday and my husband and I feel like shit instead of enjoying family time.
I'm sad that I keep looking for relationships so much. Not to make myself feel happy because I am happy. It's just that I would like to be that close to someone. It just never happens and I am simply wasting my time instead of appreciating what is happening right now, what I have right now.
that my days of misery don't seem to end
I feel like I'm surrounded by people who I can't be myself around. I'm black and almost everyone I know now is white I never feel like I belong. I messed up everything with the people that accepted me and now I'm just dealing with who I have left. I Anakin Skywalker hate them sometimes. I loved a woman dearly, I ruined everything we had because I couldn't accept the fact she didn't want to be with me. She was my best friend and now she's gone forever. I feel so bitter about the world, like I deserve more for nothing, snd cannot wrap my head around the things others tell me. Things that are supposed to help me, because I can't believe it. I hate my job but cannot find the motivation to find another, outside of I'm tired of being poor. I get frustrated with life because I know I should be doing better but I don't feel like I can.
The fact that I can't sleep.1
That no matter how hard I try , I keep getting job rejections. I'm fully qualified but all of these interviews lead nowhere and I continue to sink further and further into this dark place. Apparently I'm over qualified, well over qualified has to eat and have a place to sleep. Every bill collector call is another brick of inadequacy.
@Kiatsu
I feel the same way that you do. I feel like I had hit rock bottom. But I feel like I had lost everything because of my hours being cut due to the problem my family member had done that were beyond my control. I end up losing my job because I was force to quit. Every bill collector constantly calls me all the time.
That i failed in biology. ☹☹☹
@fairmindedCar4568
I am sorry to hear that! It sound like you are really struggling right now.
College life. I feel like I'm losing all the motivation and happiness in my life..
@amilost
I suffer from being bullied by my admission represenative, academic and financial advisor and professor and their manager who had made false accusation and verbal abuse me and eventually kicked me out of school. I completely understand where you are coming from.
I mead plans this entire year but they were ruined by other person and now I feel completely lost :(
@brainybrainy
I compleletely understand that. I had that happen to me plenty of times.
@selfconfidentTangerine1778
It sound like you are really struggling right now.
I'm feeling sad about the fact that my aunty nearly committed suicide.
@goodBalloon1185
oh so sorry to hear that
@goodBalloon1185
I completely understand where you are coming from. I lost a family member who had committed suicide. I also had some family member who had attempted suicide. Myself include.
