One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
That I will be alone and theres no one else to be with me
tired of feeling like a failure
No one likes me, I
@Staysharpbetruex
Please don't think that way. There is a reason why you are in this world. No one can replace you.
That even when you try really hard life will crash your hopes and youre back to feeling sad again
I caught a cold
That I will never be able to overcome this.
I have to study for a test and I did so poorly on the other that I feel like I'm going to fail and have no future .
Yesterday was a milestone anniversary for my husband and I. I was so worried about our baby being in the hospital that I couldnt enjoy our meal together. He insisted on staying at the restaurant longer than wed planned and it made us late in seeing the baby. The nurses only let us hold the baby at certain times.
Also, Im supposed to pump milk for the baby 8 times a day - she eats 8 times a day. Yesterday doing things around his schedule I was only able to pump 5 times. The hospital wont let her starve - theyll give her formula if need be, but the formula poses extra risks for her versus a full term baby since her digestive tract is underdeveloped and formula can cause a serious illness called necrotic entercolitis.
Not pumping enough for her makes me feel like a bad mother and gives me lots of guilt.
I ended up arguing with him and crying when we got home. He caused me so much stress and bad feelings on a day that should have been special.
Feel like I'm not here, I'm in a wrong place, I feel like I don't belong to this place. I feel like it wouldn't end , this loneliness.
Feel like I'm not here, I'm in a wrong place, I feel like I don't belong to this place. I feel like it wouldn't end , this loneliness.
