One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}

How much I

I can't bring myself to stay out of bed on the weekend for more than half an hour.

That my dad is feeling like crap because of stage 4 cancer and I can't help. I'm not being a good and present mom to my 2 year old because I'm so depressed and anxious about this crisis our family is going through.

I feel sad that my wife is on business travel and hasn't reached out today to say hello and I miss her... I let my 9 year old daughter good off for too long and now she's up way past her bedtime finishing homework that is due tomorrow... I didn't go out with my cousins last night to celebrate a birthday with them... and I just feel generally lonely right now.

My significant other of 12 years left me and took our dog, she hasn't been responding to my texts but has been reading them she also hasn't been answering the phone. It's hard for me to sleep at night without her here. I'm sad that she would rather be somewhere else instead of home.

I spent the weekend at my inlaws with another couple, and the wife was immediately more comfortable and best friends with the entire family I've struggled to assimilate to in twelve years. It shined a light on my sad marriage and sad relationships and just made me feel awful. She is great and I understand why they would take to her and not me. I feel like my mother inlaw is wishing inwardly my kids had a mom like that and her son had such a happy, cute cheerful wife that is just like her and not me, who is such an opposite.

I am having racing thoughts right now and it is driving me nuts, I just need someone to talk to. I guess I hate this is all. I feel like if I text someone I know and tell them the truth they will freak out.

Today I feel sad because I was working on some homework and I just couldn

Going to lectures after 2 weeks of vacation . I'm a little nervous . I couldn't do well in first semester . My grades were low . I don't know what will happen in this sem . I'm worried about my disability . I'm unable to do anything well because of depression . I'm weak both physically and mentally .

No one will ever truly understand how I feel.