One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}

one of my close friends 3 year old sister just died and my horse. i usually go by

I like this guy. And I know he

I feel like I'll never be happy or find a job I don't hate.

My pointless existence.

cutting someone out of my life that doesn't care about me it sucks because we've known each other for a long time and i'm gonna be alone now but i am honestly so done with this person

My friends getting really into cocaine and acting like they don't know me anymore, and the urge to cut again, sorry that's 2

That I can't focus or pay attention.

I try so hard to stay focuses when I need to be but sometimes I can't help but tune out. Sometime half way through a conversation.

i have always been a bit of a daydreamer and I don't like sitting still for too long. I find with homework that I sometimes can't focus at all and times where I can really focus and get it all done.

My memory is also affected as I find it hard to remember things like where j ahve put things and I often forget things like turning of a toaster. This has resulted in me getting hurts. I've burnt my arm twice and almost set the kitchen on fire.

I feel sad about it because my parents don't understand when j say that I really can't remember something and I really tried to or I am trying to focus but sometimes I just can't which leads to me procrastinating and leaving assignments to the last minute and getting stressed about not completing them.

They can't see I can't help it or that I'm trying my best to work around it.

My dream job application that I was months into completing stages for got voided by a technical glitch and now I have no chance of getting the position even though it's not my fault.

That am not going enough with my life

How much I still procrastinate, which keeps resulting in more and more stress and work.