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@qxeendel2002 Even though I don't personally know you, I want you to know that you are a special person. There is a reason you are here....you never know when you will discover you're true potential. However, one day you will, and when it happens, you will be amazed at how fulfilled you will feel. Hang in there. Life is a crazy path, but you don't have to walk it alone. I'm here to walk next to you if you want. Message me anytime and I will respond ASAP. Take care.
I'm missing my mom who passed away just over two years ago.
My coworker who thinks she's mice but really doesn't treat people including the kids in our class with respect.
Ill never have someone like her
I used to smoke pot everyday for two years until I got arrested 4 months ago. At first it was recreational, but then I started turning to it to rid my pain of never being good enough to anyone. Never being good enough for my parents. Constant mental abuse. I became really depressed to where 90% of the time I just wanted to die. I tried talking to my parents about my depression and all they did was take it as a joke and laughed at me. Everytime I saw a moving car I wished it would hit me. After I got arrested I stopped smoking and realized it really was making me feel worse. But now Im even more of a failure to my parents especially my mom. She has flat out told me she fucked up with me and that im a Fuck up period. constantly bringing me down about myself, I can never be free of the pain. I try to be a better person, perfect in their eyes and Im never there.
My ex girlfriend doesn't love me anymore and I need her to at least say goodbye. She was theonly person I could ever completely open myself up to and without her life feels meaningless.
@Anxietyboi Im sorry. Is there anyway you can contact her and just have a conversation and explain to her your feelings?
I have had feelings for someone for four years now, and he has feelings for me but there is a 7 year age difference between us. He moved away to New York for a few years so weve never been able to have a relationship. He moved back here about 8 months ago and we went out once and had an amazing night, but its hard to make plans because both of our schedules are so busy so we have not seen each other again. I think about him all of the time and its so hard to go everyday not being able to talk to him or see him.
My parents. I just dont want to keep disappointing them. But its unbelievably hard. There expectations are high. And I know Im as worthless at they say, but I just want to make them happy for once.
@Bravocado I grew up thinking that way most of the time.
I'm finding it hard to see my self worth. I feel torn down inside. Somedays I can't remember the dreams I once had for myself, some days I have horrible panic attacks. Somedays I think too much. Most days I am sad. My husband left me some months back after many years of a terrible marriage. I question my capabilities often. My days feel very dark, tho I keep searching for the light.
i think im doing almost everything wrong right now. i came to the conclusion when i realized im pretty close to lose a school year. i spent every month being lazy, usually recovering from alcohol and cocaine (things that are just ruining my mental health) hangover and drug use in general, procrastinating, just thinking about anything else. i dont know. im actually confused about my whole life. im reaching my breaking point and im afraid of what will happen when i do it. im tired too. really tired.